My life is my house, it has so many rooms. My situation has left the light on in one room, all the other rooms are now dark. I move to the light in the room and do the one thing that circumstance allows. I discover this room has always existed and the light was always on, but I could never find it because the door was closed and locked. There were other rooms everywhere and the lights were on and I could walk in and out like there were never closed doors.